I thought that I was in the midst of recovery from this depression, yet now I realised that I'd fallen deeper into this hell hole. It's not what work has done to me but rather what the people around me have actually done. Screw those 2 and 3 face bastards and bitches at work. Slap those who try to backstab. Once again to tell everyone I aint frustrated or angry, I am actually perturbed and disappointed of what the state of my workplace situation has degradaded to. Utterly disgusted sometimes and annoyed... I foresee that hatred and revenge will soon surface in me...
My hypertension history, I can feel that's its gonna relapse soon... Can see that it aint due to my health but the things happening in my life... The last round I got diagnosed was during JC when I always get agitated everytime I was in school, so pissed with incompetent teachers and inefficient ppl around me. Always wondering how the fuck tt person become a teacher with such lousy standards and that I m paying my taxes to feed her. NOW's its the same situation happening but with different subjects placed in the similar equation. Hence, same equation at the end of the day... I get agitated and my hypertension relapses...
