Once again, screw my squadron.. F**king hell that I m not gg on course... What shift is there to help when everyone has reverted back on days... Wtf is going on or was going on in this screw loose environment.. I got no f**king idea too... I am really infuriated yet disappointed simultaneously.... I am totally cheesed off to the maximum. This feeling iswose than feeling cheated but also I totally lost the motivation to look forward to what's coming in the months to come... I lost my drive to do my things properly... I am tired.... I wanna wash my hands off of all this nonsense... After reflection and meditaton, nothing seems to be working, just that I'd cultivated a mind of mine for revenge and rebel...
I am tired... of all this worthless ponders... coz I cant do anything to solve my problems... F**k....