Learn to walk, run, swim then fly??? Tuned to Fa Xian Ai by JJ and Jin Sha I am back! Well not that I flew to somewhere or anything, just that I decided to be here. Alright lets see .... oh yes I am in e state of recovery from my surgery, soo far soo good no mishaps, no further tear of the acl, no nothing... Just my physio at TTSH and my own physio at gym. Yeah!!! Must recover quick and get ready for next year's races. I am pretty disappointed to miss out biath next year though... But I'll be back that's for sure... I am so so fair now, I look pale.. I look fat, not lean anymore. I feel so irritated when I look into e mirror... I am so obsessed with myself and how I look lately. Vanity aint supposed to be in my vocab but it is! Haha. Trying to go sun tan but to no avail, disappointing weather conditions persisted lately. I cant run so tts why fats getting all over my face.... ARGH! But its okay, its temporary, it wont be the same again when I start over again! Sometimes I feel being like that, as LIKE THIS at home and having plenty of free time is tremendously fruitful for me. I have got back in touch with the world, improved myself by reading and watching news. Also got in touch with my friends who drifted away, pulling each and everyone back! I needed a break then, and yeah I am certainly pleased and grateful as such. Read a book lately titled , "why women cant read maps and why men dont listen". Thanks to James. Very very interesting I must say. From the book I realised I fell in the category where it described ,"majority of females", and not in the category saying, "majority of men". Astounding?? not really coz I have all the while felt and confirmed I am more feminine than masculine. I still preserve masculine qualitie like my aggressiveness, hot temperness as well as spatial abilites. Haha, well what's that word to sum me up....... oh yes, HYBRID... Probably I am one hybrid. And I am still aint ready for anything or something. I am very happy being what I am. as an individual for my friends, as a pillow to those who have lost theirs or dont have any from the start. I love myself, my family and friends! Thanks everyone!
