Tuned to bu nen shuo de mi mi by Jay Chou Fave of the week: I Still Believe by Vivian Hsu and Cao Ge
I finally decided to pen down here. What comes to my mind now is my op. I gotta postpone to it like latest early december. I am totally at a lost coz I dunno if I'll make it in time for CNY and also my med bills wont be covered anymore after Apr 08. Well just one word to describe this situation , F**K!. Yeah that's the word. Can't release me earlier and then I can be back earlier.. I dont know what's the issue of gg for op earlier or later... I still dont see the issue of manpower shortage if I am gone with trainees now ongoing trg. D*mn It! Hate my workstation!
Havent been doing much lately. Turn down my friends to meet up coz I aint very free during weekends, but I am more available during weekdays. No one understands why me pes C work more weekend duties than them PES A/B NDU, Armour, Signals, Artillery.. I myself dont even know how to answer them. I just tell them I try to work myself out and chiong the previous night before gg to work and regenerate myself then. Sorry to everyone for being so unavailable at times when everyone is free... My deepest apologies to everyone..
Had a chat with one my CPT, well he encouraged me to take night courses at this point of time. I am more or less done with training and night classes once a week wont kill the monthly roster. I am seriously considering the option to take up classes now. I should have done it long long ago. Like I had should done the op long long long ago. Why didnt I go for op, coz I wanna get my position catted asap to help the guys. And now, I am held back for the same reason... F**K IT I say... Well back to the topic, well my officer tinkled my mind when he told me, NS is a transition period so it'll be best to learn as much due the amount of free hours I got in my hands. Dunno how the outcome if I were to disclose this news to the rest...
Why's everything revolving work... Crap coz that's the frustration going thru this cranked up mind of mine...
