I liked to thank many. Endless counts of gratitude to everyone out there. Thanks and many thanks. To many, I apologise, I say sorry... Sorry aint enough, it aint always the best solution but an excuse for not being able to do what I could have done back then. Many sorrys and my deepest apologies... =)
I realised whatever happens, happened for a simple reason.. That is for me to learn, to realise something which I'd overlooked and took granted for. Yeah To Learn from my mistakes and be mindful of what could happen again in future. There's always first times. Always make sure a second doesnt happen. yeahh...
Gonna start training proper for AHM this end august. I doubt I can finish it w/o walking. This is my 1st attempt for a 21km run. Well see how my training goes to prepare me. Without work schedule like getting pretty shitty these days, I doubt I got much time and energy to train up too. Feeling pretty crap at work lately... Probably its time that I try to share my workload around... Everytime when there's a family gathering, it always falls on a weekend duty, what the fuck, like it's planned to nicely and smoothly.. 2 weekends of the month and it has to land on those friggin day...
How I miss those school days, where I could do what I want. Run whenever I pleased in school... Shop whenever I could, and meet up with my friends any day or evening after classes or CCA.. Now's life's leaves me totally alone sometimes, I am around when others arent, others around when I am not... I miss my family...
