Hate this feeling of moodiness... I've lost interest in everything else around me. There's nothing in my mind, my mind's a blank... Emptiness feels my surroundings... I feel locked up in this small dark space which my mind created... There's nothing else besides myself chained to something, something which I cant even describe.... It's this very feeling which I always encounter from time to time... Not always or often but still it happens in a cyclical frequency. I want break this chain and leave this dreaded space but I can't. I dont know to, dont know the way to do it... I want to smile... give an honest decent smile to myself... Pls, smile again... But I cant do it... I am gloomy, very very gloomy... Despair fills my vocabulary, hope is outta my library, my soul and spirit is trapped in a bottle, being fiddled by the imp... I am bounded by my own mind... I want to break free...
