This is what I posted in 2003... (in smaller font) What I feel now in 2006... (in Bold Font)
I AM: a 16 year old male who still has an inner child within me... /a 18 Male waiting to enter the army I WANT: to share my life with someone.. /try to be a friend to all I HAVE: those i need to have, be it my mental needs and materialistic needs /quite a lot of things to throw away I WISH: for someone who can brighten mmy life and everyone elses' life /to go more places arnd Asia I HATE: being picked on, misunderstood /not being able to fulfill my desires I MISS: the times which i have spent da past 16 years... /going out with my buddies I FEAR: nothing but my own self./myself I HEAR : the hitting of keys on da keyboard/ a song being played I SEARCH: for my and someone elses' future whom i am gonna share with/ for a calm clear focused mind in me I WONDER: how i will be troubled in days soon to come/ if I would get through the following years to come I REGRET: that my life wasnt lived ever to the fullest/ that I made the wrong choice after O lvls I LOVE: everyone who wants to be loved/ those who or which have helped me I ACHE: after a day of outdoor activities ranging from Sports to a Shopping Spree/after exercising I ALWAYS: try to be like someone else.. but fail/ try to act seh... I ADMIRE: those who respect themselves/ those who can outshine others without magic I AM NOT: someone to mess around me esp with my very hot temper/ simple minded I DANCE: in eurobeat, trance and JPOP music rhythm/ in the music and beat being played I SING: anywhere and anytime/ to myself I CRY: often when everything seem to be turning against me/ when I have failed myself I AM NOT ALWAYS: hot tempered/ cool I WRITE: what i feel needs to jotted to my death/ what I want to I LOSE: my sleep easily.../ my cool easily I CONFUSE: people when i start speaking long sentences and with the Japanese speed/myself many times I NEED: someone to prove me wrong of what i think of myself/ the truth I SHOULD: getting real in life/think less MY DESKTOP SHOWS: Deathscyte Hell Gundam / this very screen... BOOK I'M READING: Psychology books/ none in particular ON MY MOUSEPAD: Tomb Raider/ SONY WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD: Having make silly mistakes/ failing myself and others 1ST THING I THINK OF WHEN I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING: Good Morning everyone/ where to now? RINGS BEFORE I ANSWER THE PHONE: one /one DO I LIKE MY NAME? Yes i do esp with its unique meaning/ yes... very much DO I DRIVE FAST?: I drive over 320km/h on Daytona/ havent got my license yet.. WORST DISASTER I FEAR: to loose my life before fulfilling my dreams/ injuries MY 1ST CAR: Little tikes 4 week bike/ Evo 3 on Initial D IF I COULD HAVE ANY JOB IT'D BE: Interior Designer/ Tour Guide HAIR LONG OR SHORT?: Long/ Long IS THE GLASS HALF-EMPTY OR HALF-FULL? I like it just right.../ dont get it... DO I TYPE WITH MY FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? huh?? i use both hands to type/ yeah of coz WHAT'S UNDER MY BED? a mattresss, beret??/ Another Bed ON MY NIGHTSTAND: nothing??/ what's tt?? one night stand?? havent done it before PILLOWS ON MY BED: 1/ 1 IN CASE OF FIRE I'LL TAKE: my nightstand : my hp to call the fire truck/ the fire extinguisher and start using it BEST INVENTION EVER: human life given to Earth/ lights DO I SAY MY PRAYERS? always/ sometimes MINUTES SPENT IN THE SHOWER: shower always more than 1 and less than 5 min/ depends MY BEST ASSET: my eyes/ no asset in particular JEWELLERY I WEAR: necklace, earring, rings, bracelet/ earring WHAT I ATE FOR B/FAST: Crackers and Almond Drink with Ginseng/ nothing IF I WERE A CARTOON CHARACTER : Pilot of a Gundam/ Char Aznable ------------------------------------------------- Yes Or No...x. You keep a diary: Yeahz, u can see from herex. / Used to You like to cook: YuPz sure dox. / alil You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: hmmm not sure, i tend to share some secrets some how...x. / probably You believe in love: Maybe Might Be-/ yes I do ------------------------------------------------ The weirdest person you know: Wong Jun Jie??/ Chua Wei Li The Loudest Person you Know: me!/ still me! The Sexiest Person you Know: Harisu/ Son Yae Jin The Cutest Person you Know: Ayumi Chan desuyo!/ BoA Your closest friend(s): Guess many are close to me in a way or another =P/ same standards for everyone The People that Know the Most about you: Xin and Gang ~ hahax dunnOe maybe my family knows me best, SJI NP MCM 03/ those whom I meet now and then ------------------------------------------------- Do You...? Have a(any) crush(es): yes I do Want to get married: yup/ yes I do Get motion Sickness: Nope/no Think you're a health freak: NoPe nt at all tell / a lil UGet along with your parents: Sometimes yes, sometimes not at all/ try to always get along Like thunderstorms: Yup/ not any more ------------------------------------------------- NATURAL HAIR COLOR: black EYE COLOR: black BIRTHPLACE: Mount Alvernia(dunno how to spell) Hospital, Singapore ------------------------------------------------- (FAVORITES ) DAY(s): Wednesday and Saturday/ weekends MONTH(s): May!! November!!/ December SONG(s): JPOP! Mando POP/ jpop, mando pop, classical, eurobeat MOVIE: Anime, LOTR, Infernal affairs, Star wars and more!/ countless SEASON: Winter/ spring SPORT: Badminton, bowling, jogging/ jogging VEGETABLE: Lettuce and Brocolli TIME OF THE YEAR: None??/ time to slack POSSESSION: Everyone whom i know/ computer, psp, hp PLACE(S): my laboratory/ pubs and arcades SPORT TO WATCH: Badminton, Table Tennis, Soccer/ racing, rally, badminton, soccer COLOUR(S): blue!!! Silver/ red, blue SOUNDS: Running water from a waterfall/ water, wind SMELLS: Aroma from da Roasted meat/ food MAGAZINE: Popteen, Gundam Ace/ Playboy? BOARD GAME: Monopoly, Gam of Life, RisK!/ game of life, monopoly, mahjong? NUMBER: 3 ------------------------------------------------- ( PREFERENCES ) COKE OR PEPSI: Coke/ coke CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: Cuddly Cuddly/ make out CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: Chocolate Can le!/ hot choc MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: Alcohol Choc is da BEST!/ white choc CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? Vanni/ vanilla ------------------------------------------------- ( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... ) CRIED? NopEz. /no HELPED SOMEONE? Think So... /no BOUGHT SOMETHING? YeaH bought alot of things/yes GOTTEN SICK? Sick of Singapore?/ always sick GONE TO THE MOVIES? YuPZ, rugratz =S/ no GONE OUT FOR DINNER? YupZ been out everyday for dinner last week/no WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? Wrote a 7 day journal entry!/ no TALKED TO AN EX? YaHz?? chat online counted?/ no except text message and online chat MISSED AN EX? Definitly NOT/ yes I do WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? OF COZ/ not anymore HAD A SERIOUS TALK? I am always serious!/no MISSED SOMEONE? Ehz, guesso /yes HUGGED SOMEONE? DuhZ no.../ no FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? Nahz../no FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? Wunt want to .../no FOUGHT WITH UR CAT? Siaoz, rather fight with cat woman/no
