Time for a new update!!! This one gonna be long coz I dont think I will blog anymore till the Air Level's are hell in the air and over!! ^^ here goes nothing... In no chronology of events happening...
Sometimes, its great to admire what other races are able to do while mine cant at all... Not trying to stir up a racial riot here or anything, but it seems that the Malays are more closely bonded than the others in Singapore.... Maybe of their sheer size as compared to Chinese in terms of numbers... They have this sense of brotherhood I suppose which I cant deny tt the bonds are really strong... When they see each 0ther, they greet with a handshake and place their palms to their hearts soon after. I was on the bus the other day, they were busy reaching out to shake hands after their prayer at the mosque. That's why I would say this if many didnt realize ^^
There's one thing which I cant stand at all, what I term as the "Un-standable" and that is toddlers and kids aged from 2-5... They are hell of the irritating. Many many many occasions, they will make a hell lot of noise which totally irritates ppl and cause noise pollution if it is thru out a duration of time.. "Parents, pls beat ur kids!" quoted from Russel Peters in his talk shows... Seriously, parents shld beat their kids if they would misbehave coz the soft approach will allow the problem to drag, pro long to a stage when he/she grows up, and things will start to get out of hand. It's just like the rotten apple arguement, stopping a problem at its infancy... Maybe only I share this view but when I look around me, MANY parents are just letting problem go by... A mere stare by me wont solve the situation, for heaven's sake, you gotta teach ur kids "properly" by showing them who's Boss 1st... However, I am not asking to go the extent to beat un-necessarily but rather beat when problems arise... This msg goes to young parents in their 20s-early 30s where there's inexperience. Forgo what world wide liberation and freedom charters whatsoever coz when the problem of youth misdoings grows, who gives a F*** abt those charters anyway...
Of my 12 years of education in life, I seriously HATE the environment of the last 2 years actually... (better not say this since I am going there to take my As in a few days time)... Firstly, its damn warm in there like a sauna where u sweat it out (yeah I mean sweat it out) thus you wont feel like doing the thing called study... Secondly, the place is really small, puny, crowded, cramped yeah coz there is not much study area as compared to a neighbourhood JC like PJC... Cant blame they are new, but is this the benefits of a government school?? Let's not go into the details of the building but why not the educators there? Seriously there is some power struggle up there and ppl of their selfish interests... Some teachers there (I wont say names caused it might land me in jail anw) are really too slack, selfish thus apprehending wrong values of life (frens would know who I am refering to)... And the incomprehensible school rules where it's too lame to believe.. Who the F*** set dress codes for graduates?? Arent we graduates who are not supposed to be bounded by school rules, besides we are just waiting to take the air levels its not tt we want it to be so late... we come to school to STUDY damn it not party dress, who shld give a Sh*t abt dress codes?? But one thing's for sure I really enjoyed my times at the shooting range, CDANS and the few friends whom I have made along the way... Thanks for everything ^^
Understanding myself in this process, I realise my true self as being a self-centered narcisstic impressionist.. The above phrase can explain everything abt me already... I dont find joy of being with someone or anyone except my frens, buddies, cliques ... I was reading the TIME magazine article on metrosexualism which interests me alot... Its really cool how the situation is changing in Asian Cities where ppl are more affluent and men gets to be challenged by the women in the working arena. I work alone better than in groups or partner coz I dont need to answer or report or be responsible to anyone when things go wrong.. I have been in a hierachal-like system for 6 years in NPCC... As I reflect it was fun those times since I am innocent to the world.. But as I aged and "mature" I began to really think was those times worth it and necessary, could I have found my enjoyment somewhere else... Maybe not but i would say bye to a hierachal system... I like to impress ppl or help ppl when they need it but not in the expense when I am in the midway of proceeding with my own agenda.. yes I know its selfish but I dont wish to be disturbed when I am doing what I want to do... its simply infuriating to get interrupted... Impress someone, yeah i love to engage in these short term actions and it seems the hospitality work place suits me coz I get praised for the quality service which I can provide.. I dont wish to be attached to a "client" for too long either since it really bores me if the same cycle keeps repeating itself...
In all, I can tell I am more of the fun seeking and adventurous and someone who condemns boring ppl... Bore me bore thyself bore the whole world, might as well be a boar!! And for those ppl who fking keep complaining how boring their lifes are, pls rethink and do something quit whining in ur blogs or somewhere... I came out with a rough outline of things which I wanna do before my army begins... Shall explain in greater detail next time round... My current feelings and thoughts lie alot with the surroundings and environment... It seems I am extra sensitive to my surroundings somehow which is good and bad.. Too critical of things happening around me results in paranoia yet the ability to appreciate what's around me.. Ironic isnt it???
Coming to the media, I really hate it coz it seems to be going thru the same old stories over and over again.. One is WAR, since sept 11 2001 its all abt war war war!! How interesting can it be going it over for 4+ years!! Oh well maybe for sickos who enjoy and economists planning for the future, external events like war should be interesting to them.. But to a layman like me, a nono... But to the updates on the several natural disasters which have hit the globe lately, I pray for those affected and pray tt aid will arrive accordingly.. I am lucky to be able to sit here and type a blog entry... God bless to all...
