Yup, more or less my A levels period is about to come to a close in no time... I wont say tt the time zoomed pass during this period but I will say that it was an interesting and refreshing journey... Well a general comment for the papers is tt, the setters this year got a little creative and set things off the norm, haha unexpected and many surprises(booby traps maybe...) can be seen in this year's As especially MATHS!! haha all the best man...
Got the time to blog now coz MS is down and I cant level up EvoBren!! Uggggghhhh!!! why does it have to break down when I m playing at during the wee hours... Nvm will be patient and hopefully can play soon man..
Let's look at some immediate plans after monday's History P2 in the morning... Starting off the plan will go like... After the paper, shall go home and get changed, then proceed to watch a movie with my cls peeps, tt evening will meet ZiL mama for some interview thingy at her workplace.. The following days will be prep for grad nite ie. dye hair, piercing, clothes and accessories hunt, make up kit, tidying my room and start to plan for my trips... Probably some outings, dota sessions here and there... Thats to kill time until december begins with a new series of activities...
Have been considering working after As... Well I will pass for december and january as there are so many stuff I want to do first before settling down for a routine programme called *temporary employment* I dont think I am tt ready to give up what I wish to do for a job coz the opportunity costs aint worth it but its definitely worth it financially... *ponders ponders*
Come to think of it, I was actually pretty stubborn to give up something important and precious like a relationship... I asked myself a number of times abt why I end up like that, and I can think of the fact that I love change and change for the better... Well after a while, sometimes I realised I went for a change, a change for the worst.. LOL its working correctly yet wrongly at the same time... BUT BUT BUT, I am still glad tt I am somehow alone and not too alone coz I retain the liberty to go ahead with my agenda and still answering to me and myself... Other than tt hanging out in a group serves more purpose than a couplehood ^^ I am not someone who can balance a relationship well together with my other friendships, personal and social life... Who can teach me to overcome this?? guess no one can but only myself (if I can realise the way, soon enough)
