Okay after scrolling thru some ppl's blogs, they are jz so frank and discreet to portray their true feelings, emotions, and "fantasies" inside it... Was reading thru one on fri afternoon while tking a break from the study session and found some disturbing details on this one's blog... Ugh... Yuck... Pui... =S
Study until I give up somehow, I got a really really bad feeling tt I dunno my work at all for maths, bits and pieces for econs, maybe alright for history... the maths scenerio reminds me of O lvls Chemistry where I merely scraped a c6 for O lvls, I really dun wanna see history repeating itself for maths this A lvls coz it might turn out worse off than a E grade... See See, look at me so conscious abt grades, sgrean attitude which I totally despise to admit tt we are in this rat race.. Haha, but it turns out fun sometimes to find shortcuts or learn from dead ends along the way, the harder things get, the more I find it amuzing... (sadistic me HEHE ^^) Cant describe this self of mine which loves madness, psychotic, chaos, devastation and gore... Maybe its my Other half in process... LOL
Went out last nite with Khai and jj after we decided to jz take a friday nite off and out to play... Yeah, played LAN at Cine, Battlefield 2, u see 3 lame ppl on such a huge map chasing arnd killing each other with guns, smgs, bombs, bazookas, choppers, buggies, tankers and BALLISTIC MISSILES!! WTF , haha 3 ppl on a big map... I was more preoccupied killing off my team mate, jj since I cldnt find the enemy khai.. LOL, caught The Longest Yard which is demn funny and cocky too.. Havent had such a great laugh in ages... Hoggled down to BK for dinner after the movie which was midnite alr , there we sat to chat for awhile before leaving with the night transport... Wonderful Nite out~
