Blog, is no longer a free place to voice your views. Any funny languages and slanders on anyone and you are dead. Haha, I used to bombard my blog wih vulgarities agt narrow-minded teachers and other people. Now it shall be hush hush abt bitching further... BUT BUT BUT it still can take place w/o directly pin pointing on anyone =)
Watched a couple of movies last week. Divergence with Xin on tues and Coach Carter with Pris on fri. Divergence is a GAY show with many redundant scenes and the stories link by coincidence. The show's build up is pretty weak and its definitely not the Infernal Affairs, Police Story kinda show but a waste of time. Haha, played pool with Xin after tt Lot 1. He failed to solve my LAN networking problem at, which means I gotta call the technician to help me do it. Oh well, tt bit of money wont kill, better than letting the router and access point idle like sitting ducks.
Was pretty bored after shooting trg coz the J1s dominated the ranger after 3pm. Daniel and I decided to leave for Bt Timah Shopping Centre for DOTA!! Haha oh yeah man. Played DOTA on Sunday with JJ and Joseph after the Fencing Comp at Clementi. CJ got whacked pretty hard since its the National Champs, facing those National Fencers, Pros, Psycho fencers and experienced ones too.
Met up with pris on fri evening whereby we decided only on that afternoon to meet up. Had dinner at NYDC Wheelock, place of many memories man. Gone there with many many different people and pretty often too. Watched Coach Carter after tt. It was a inspirational show whereby a coach goes over his duties to be his team coach, assessor, mentor as well as benefactor in the end. A person who is very firm with his aspirations and decisions, making him a very powerful person at heart. Definitely a must to watch for those moody people or those seek to be energised and inspired.
Every now and then, I stop to question my directions in my life in all areas. Touching on the activity which I am involved most of my time with, that is school, it's pretty disappointing to talk about. My grades have been steadily falling ever since term 2 begun. My english language has weakened, having serious problems with my grammar. It seems I put too many words in a sentence which not only distort sentences, but also alter the meanings. This truly dangerous when I am expressing my views in both my history and GP essays. Guess I should cut my use of bad english and singlish, and start talking in short proper sentences. Be Smart, Dont act Smart, that'll be my motto to follow.
Emotionally, I am stabilised. Well for now, haha. No big developments lately, just some lay crushes on someone and nothing else really to talk about. However I wish bring up something which I realised about myself. That is my transient nature and easy sastifactory character. Guess I fall for others too easily... Shld I even bother to like someone in the first when my decision might change the next moment? Shld I even continue to pursue a relationship if I want more time for myself and more to spend too? Asking myself these questions, allows me to rethink the direction which I will take... Nevetheless I will acknowledge that to be happy is one very impt thing in live. Liking someone does give happiness and doubles when tt person does likewise. I will not hesitate to pursue one for happiness, going thick and thin and learning to be a better person... in a relationship
Economic wise, I am pretty fine except with the extra expenditure on DOTA, extra food and comics. Other than that, I am not investing in anything else which will squeeze me dry of money. Haha!!
